sept 16

Of course it's not as easy as I had hoped it all would be.

All I'd like to be part of is this mass multi-millions producing congomerate where children in north america benefit. It's really a no brainer to me.

I have a trilogy screenplay. A game show/board game. And a number of reality tv shows could easily be created if they liked that sort of thing. IE. A reality show to find the host of the game show is the most obvious.

Now true nothing is completely finished, but everything is well over 2/3 done. Except for the screenplay.. the 2nd and 3rd are still brewing in my head as the first developes.

This is where I admit I'm weak. I need some help. Few here want to help and the one that would is too young for the sensitive subjects in the movie. Perhaps in 5 years she'll be more than my admisitrative assistant. She's cute and listens to my dreams.

Anyhow, I'm not sure what I should do next.

I've approached a few different celebrities to no avail. I can't say who tho, I told them all i'd not ever talk about any communication in hopes they'd speak with me, and I will keep my word. Was a pipe dream hoping my first few attempts would be warmly received and the ball would be rolling on full bellies and equal dressing for all. I'm a nobody why would their assistants put my letters through.

So now I'm working two part time jobs since life is not free. I don't expect millions from the projects, but I do look forward to having real money. Working the jobs limits my time to dream and write and all that I do.

That's another reason I want some help. I'm hoping on an advance. I'm totally over retail.

It is a crazy job to hope for.. Supreme Leader of Full Bellies and causer of less discrimination in school. Because of clothes, you know? Anyway just kidding, kinda. I don't really think of it that way at all. I just see it as a dream I have. A nice warm happy dream where children actually benefit, including mine.